I am a 19 year old girl from an upper middle class family. My parents are Government officers in a city in north India. My elder brother is 3 years older than me and is pursuing his engineering graduation from another city and stays in hostel.
I am using internet for a long time and used to enjoy all types of chats when I was in class 10th. However I never disclosed my identity and never done anything wrong in real world and all think that I'm sweet and an innocent girl. For more than one and half years I've became addicted of brother-sister incest stories.
I knew it is wrong but then I thought there is nothing wrong in just reading stories. I have read numerous stories on this and also chatted or spoken with some guys on internet with roleplay of brother-sister. Even I masturbated in nude after hiding my face and background on camera in front of some of the guys, who played my brother's role. I was trying to control it but now I'm feeling its very difficult to hold anymore and yes I'm very much attracted to my brother.
My brother is a very genuine guy with average looks and height. However I am beautiful, very fair, sharp features with perfect sexy curves on all required places on my body.
5 months back when he was at home on 3 weeks vacation, I gave him lot of skin show. Initially he was avoiding direct looking at my curves but I realized soon he started enjoying it. I expected that when he will go back to hostel, he will start calling me or atleast start whats app with little flirting. But he just behaved like nothing happened and kept his behavior as earlier.
This made me sick and for last few months I'm just thinking about him all the time. I just want to get rid of this stress. He will be back home sometime before Christmas on semester break, may be for 2 weeks. Should I tell him all what is in my heart and what I feel for him. I am really confused.
Will I lose my sweet brother-sister relationship? I want to loose my virginity to my brother but not as a girlfriend or slut. Just want to be his loving sister as I'm today.
Please advice any solution to the problem.
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