I'm a 30 year old married woman. Ours was an arranged marriage. My husband gave me time to settle down with him before initiating physical intimacy but I somehow never could come in terms with sex at all.
I had never had intercourse and always avoided any sexual advances of my boyfriend before marriage too, giving the excuse that I wanted to do it after marriage only. But even after marriage my problems have remained the same. I never enjoyed sex, so I never let intercourse happen between us leading to my hubby becoming very frustrated.
A very close friend of mine, knowing my problem offered to help me out. The arrangement was that she would come over and seduce my hubby and have sex with him. I was convinced it was the best thing, as I didn't have any sexual attraction and I wanted both of us to be happy. I also knew divorce was not the answer.
One evening, my friend came over to my house in my absence, as we had planned and was able to have sex with my hubby. She later told me it was quiet easy as hubby was sex starved and they had sex 3 times. I was pretty shocked at their stamina but was in a way happy. When I reached home, he didn't tell me anything.
This went on for a couple of months and my friend had accepted a marriage proposal but told me outright she wanted to continue this arrangement after her marriage too. I was alright with this 'outsourced' job but got curious and once decided to check them out when they were doing their session.
I spied on them with assistance from my friend through a louvered walk in the closet door. I told her to make sure he didn't walk in and catch me watching. Seeing them having sex was probably the hugest turn on, I ever had. My pussy was wet within minutes and I fingered myself which I had never done before. I was quiet surprised that I wanted to be in the bed and get fucked by hubby so very desperately that evening but of course I couldn't. I watched their Sex sessions, and they were amazingly hot and wild. My friend knew that I was watching and kept looking in my direction with her sly suggestive smile as she sucked him and fucked him.
After this got over, I was horny as hell and initiated sex with my surprised hubby late in the night. He looked at me thinking I was crazy and we fucked. His stamina was amazing and I was slightly in pain as I had never been fucked before, but I was too turned on, it didn't matter.
The other day, I called up my Friend wanting to call off the arrangement. I was very jealous and possessive about my husband. But she started yelling at me and told me she would continue fucking my husband. I was quiet shocked. I confided with my hubby and though he was shocked, that I knew all about him and my friend, he told me that he wanted to continue too.
I was in tears. I know I am to be blamed for all this. I have lost my rights on my hubby. He of course likes to fuck me, which I desperately want him to. I don't know why I didn't let have sex with me before. Maybe it was the fear of getting penetrated. I thought that I could stay without sex forever, but now my thinking has changed. I'm left feeling all possessive and jealous as hubby and my friend do it in my knowledge and without my permission.
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