My name is Nikita. I hail from a small village in east UP. I think it'd be better if I tell you something about my background first.
I have an elder sister for a sibling. My father used to work far away and would visit us once every 2 months and my mother's full focus was on my elder sister. This meant that I was a free soul. All girls in the village had strict mothers so I couldn't see them after school. Since I needed someone to play or hangout with I befriended a bunch of guys. They were too old to go to school but it was a typical tier 6 village and failing a class multiple times was a norm.
I was a young teenager and they had crossed their teens. They had never even talked to a girl who was not their family, so were pretty damn excited might I say horny to have me with them. I don’t want to brag, but I am beautiful and even at that age my breasts and bottoms were greatly developed.
So, naturally our talks turned sexual day by day and I could sense their hands touching me deliberately. I enjoyed getting attention from 3 guys at once and allowed them to continue even encouraged them to touch me. Things got out of hand pretty quickly and I lost my virginity to them one lazy day. Soon sex is all what we talked and had. I had a pretty happening life, when all other girls in my class were secretly talking and happy seeing a man’s penis while he was peeing. Three years went by and I had spent the starting teenage years of my life with a bang or shall I say getting banged.
One day, my father called and told us that we'll be shifting to a big town in western UP. I was excited to meet new guys there because to be honest sucking and fucking same three dicks for three years was tiresome and boring.
We shifted to new town. I got admitted to this nice School and quickly made a couple of friends outside school. I became an adult a few years later. Meanwhile hooked up and broke up with many guys. I was 18 and I met this guy whom I really liked and we had a relationship of 1 year. I called him home while mother was out, but she returned early and got caught in the act. I got a few slaps and drama ensued.
2 days later, parents decided to marry me off soon. I was angry and saddened but they were firm on their decision because honestly what kind of mother would live with peace after watching her daughter sucking dick of some guy in her home. They chose a Guy, who I met. After a few discreet meetings, I liked him. He was 29 years old. I stopped having sex with my BF 2 months prior to marriage to give my vagina some time to get back in some shape because that's what my friends told me.
I didn't see any change of shape honestly. I was frightened about my hubby getting to know about my non virginity. Gladly he was a virgin and too naive to know much about sex. I handled it gracefully on our first night by faking crying and pain. Sex was fine with him. 4 months passed and he lost a few lacs and went into depression. He couldn't get an erection. We sought doctor's help and there was some improvement. But he ejaculated quickly.
I was really frustrated by all this. I had never been felt so miserable in my entire life. Life was hell for another few months. I used to masturbate thinking about my past and fantasizing about cylinder boy, utensil selling boy etc. I noticed a new guy living on rent opposite our house. I couldn't control myself and started giving him hints.
One night, I was on the terrace taking off clothes from the rope, when he grabbed me from behind, asking me to come with him. I was so thirsty for fucking that I didn't even resist. We had wild sex. I was elated to find someone to fuck. But he got transferred after just 2 months of our sex relationship. I again was alone and feared of falling into depression.
Meanwhile, my MIL was forcing us to have a kid. I told her the problem but she was adamant that I was infertile. She then took me to a FAKIR, who it was said solved infertile cases. I was reluctant but she insisted and I had to go.
His adobe was on the outskirts of some far flung village and it was tiring just to reach there. There were two girls and a few men there. He was inside some dark room, they took us there. MIL told him that I was infertile and only he could fill her arms with a grandson. He said not to worry and in his eccentric manner, signaled to the girls to take me to another room. MIL said I had to do whatever he says without asking questions.
I had doubts from the starting. I know all this FAKIR shit is hoax. I don't know why, but after some time MIL came and told me that she'll be staying in the village and will come to take me back after 3 days. I had no strength or will to argue with her, thinking that at least I didn't have to listen to her nonsense all day. I agreed.
After dinner early in the evening, I was given a bath by those girls. It felt funny but I went along with the drama. So I was there in that room with that FAKIR. He approached me and asked me to lie down on some platform. For half an hour he was playing with his peacock wing laden broom stick over me when I felt his hands on my legs. I knew something was up. His hands slowly found their way up to my thighs and all the while he was saying some mantras. Then he asked me to take off my clothes with a blank face. I was like no way.
He tried to convince me with some bullshit like he has to find the disease and will try to grow the seed of baby in me. I thought let him do what he wants. So I undressed. He asked me not to take off my inners. Thank god. He then took some smelly red oil and started applying it on my hands, stomach, and thighs. It felt good to have some massage and I closed my eyes. His hands were slowly creeping toward my pussy and boobs. I had no energy left to fight him off.
In a few minutes, I was completely naked and my boobs were being massaged, which felt really good. When he slid his fingers in my pussy I let out a sigh. He turned me over massaged my back and bottoms. I was thoroughly enjoying all this. Then I felt something fleshy on my lips. I opened my eyes and could literally see his balls hanging in front of my eyes. I thought for a second but my thirst for lust took over me and without him convincing me to suck his dick I opened my mouth and began milking him.
Soon he was between my thighs and his manhood, pumping my pussy. He was biting my boobs. He had good stamina and lasted quite a while. He then took me to another room. It had a proper bed and mattress. We had some really steamy sex that night. For next three days, we fucked in all conceivable positions. But I took care that he didn't cum inside me.
However on the last day, I was so wet and excited that he shot his cum in my pussy. I knew that if I got pregnant, it was game over for my adventure. So when I came home, I took contraceptive pills.
When I was there, I had spoken to a woman who was pregnant. She told me that the FAKIR had made her pregnant. I had made a plan. I told my MIL that the FAKIR had told me to keep visiting him. Naive as she was, she gleefully agreed. It's been more than 8 months now. My MIL is getting restless. I have no problems going every weekend to the FAKIR’s Ashram, where he fucks me senseless. Now, my MIL has started questioning his powers, in which she believed and is telling me to stop visiting him.
My hubby is still far from normal. His dick hardly gets erect and though we have sex every other day, he orgasms in just a few strokes. His sperm count is also low and I don't want to have a baby. I am only 22. Hubby doesn't say anything because he knows he can't be a father. MIL is driving me mad. I am torn between my hubby, my sex life and my stupid MIL. All I want is a fulfilling sex life.
If my hubby can't give me that, is it wrong to seek pleasure outside?
Can you guys suggest, how to continue my fuck relations with the FAKIR without offending my MIL? She wants to take me to another FAKIR. But I know what they are. If I seek divorce from my hubby, would that be a right decision?
I'd appreciate any other suggestion considering my problem.
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