Hello, I'm Pavan. I have a question and some doubts. One of my friends suggested this site.
First about myself.
My name is Pavan. I live in a well known city in India. I live as a bachelor with my roommates. I'm 24 years old. I have done B.Tech. I did job in good firm, and now preparing for competive exams like UPSC. etc.
I'm not a virgin. 2-3 times I visted red light area in the city. 2-3 times I hired a call girl.
Now, I'm living as bachelor. I joined a mess a year ago, when I shifted here to my current place. One of my roommate is also taking tiffin service from the same mess. He is the one who introduced me to this mess/canteen run by a house wife.
Few things about this lady - she is 37-38 years old. She has two kids, a son and a daughter. Both are in primary school and below 10 years. Her husband works in a private company which is situated nearly 25-30 km from their home. The kids go to school at 7 am and her husband leaves at 8 am. From 8 am to 12 pm she is all alone in her house doing her daily chores like washing clothes etc.
In her mess there are about 10-15 boys. She usually takes some cash in advance from me and my roommate. She does this only with us. She told me that her husband has less salary, (less than 20k). She tells me her family issues like financial issues, fight between her and her sister in law etc when her husband is not around.
Her kids go frequently to their maternal uncle's place at weekends and stay there for 2-3 days. During those days, this lady stays all alone in her house till her husband comes back from his job. She is not that attractive. She is messy and frumpy most of the time.
She always tells the boys from mess that you are like my brother etc. But I know she says that so she can get benifits for herself. She calls me brother too and always asks for financial help. But I know she is just after money.
I have visited red light areas. Prostitues from that area are not co-operative. and they try to loot people. Hiring a callgirl is also heavy for the pocket. I have high sex drive. I'm doing masturbation regularly, but day by day my thirst for sex is increasing. I want to fuck this aunty with her permission. But I don't know how to approach her.
I also need to tell you few things.
She is a traditional Indian lady. But many times, we both were alone in her house, when I visited her house to pickup my tiffin. She changed her clothes in the bedroom without locking the door. I was in Hall. Many times I saw her reflection on the marble floor, she removing her bra. This cloth changing scene happens only when we both are alone in her house. But when I'm with my roommate or any other boy from the mess, she closes the door.
Another thing is though my roommate joined this mess way before me, she don't like any boys touching her accidently or purposely. If some one does that she warns them at that instant, but she never warns me about that. I have never touched her purposly.
I never had feelings for her. But as I said about red light area, I can't go there and waste my money. I just thought that as I'm giving money there for sex, why can't I try here. I can give some money to this lady for sex, as she gets money and sex too. I know only her husband nailed her twice, she accidently tell me that she did sex only twice. She is trustworthy. But I don't know how to approach her.
Should I approach towards or not? If something goes wrong then I'm doomed.